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Onika Pascal
Brooklyn, New York, Trinidad and Tobago
I'm a go-getter, single mom, career minded, aspiring writer. Everyone has a story to tell ...writing, makes it all come to life. As a silent poet and lover of using words to express my thoughts and see through soul, I'd like to think that if words came gift wrapped, everyday would be my birthday! I believe that there is no pause button to life or living, and that a dream is placed in all of us. My vision is to empower single mothers to garner a confidence and positivity within themselves to pursue their dreams. My mission is to share my journey to create the walls of confidence...one mother at a time.
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Monday, February 8, 2010

"Orange Mint and Honey" ... From then to Now


"Sins of the Mother" airs on Lifetime Movie Network on Sunday February 21st at 8pm.

At the beginning of the year I blogged and bragged about author Carleen Brice's novel "Orange Mint and Honey" (hyperlink takes you back to actual blog). And now I blog about the upcoming movie.

Ms. Brice afforded me the opportunity to interview her and I now bring our chat to you.

But first watch the trailer!!!!...you'd see why I am in love with the novel and totally excited for the movie...

SO!!!! Did you catch the trailer? Of course, you couldn't have missed it!

AND that's the result of Carleen Brice's debut novel. From then to now, "Orange Mint & Honey" the novel turned into a highly anticipated Lifetime Movie Network movie, called "Sins of the Mother”.

It's THE talk of the town, and I’m honored to have this interview with the lovely and gifted author.

Ms. Brice, Thank you for taking the time to respond to my questions. As a fan I'm totally grateful for this opportunity.

Onika Pascal: We are going to revisit this question, but I want to open the chat with your glow and burst of excitement on this accomplishment. I'm sure you've been asked over and over, but I want to hear it myself. Tell me, HOW does it feel, how are YOU feeling, about this entire journey?

Carleen Brice: Remember the phrase, “shock and awe”? That’s the beginning of how I feel! Amazed, grateful, excited, grateful, joyful, grateful, overwhelmed, and grateful! I know that I’m very, very fortunate that they actually made the movie. So many books get optioned and NEVER get made or if they do it usually takes years. That this happened with my very first novel and that it’s coming out as a movie only 2 years after being published is just unheard of. So…did I mention how grateful I am?

Now that my readers have gotten a peek of the mindset that you're in, my coming questions will give them the complete understanding as to why you feel this way.



OP: You stepped into the literary world with this marvelous compilation of words. Can you share with me what inspired you to write "Orange Mint & Honey"?

CB: My own relationship with my mother inspired the initial desire to write a mother-daughter story. My mother was 16 when she had me. But she wasn’t an alcoholic and the story in the book isn’t ours.

OP: "Orange Mint and Honey" ...an eye catching title. How did you come up with it?

CB: The title came from the story in the book about how the orange mint spreads. I liked what it symbolized.

OP: I've read the book and read it again, and with each read, I connected with the story. I've experienced life with an alcoholic and fin that I have the unwillingness to forgive due to memories. Memories that I won't, probably can't, let goof. And find it hard to foresee an outcome. Did you know what the ending to the novel would be, or did it come to you as you wrote the story?

CB: Thank you for every read! I knew that I wanted the mother and daughter to end up closer than when they started, but I didn’t know what would bring them to that place until I was wrote many drafts.

OP: I don’t want to give away too much about the plot, because I want my readers to go out there and get a copy. But in the novel, I felt both an anger and sadness toward Nona. Nona was the first character I think I’ve ever felt torn as to how I want to receive her. Its either you like a character or you don’t. For me it was both. Was it difficult to create such a contrast in a character?

CB: I’m so glad to hear that! It’s exactly what I was shooting for with both main characters. It’s so hard for me to remember the creative process. I keep a notebook as I’m writing a book and even with that ideas come in such unknowable ways that it’s really hard for me to answer questions about how I created something in the book. Was it difficult? I’d say the whole thing was somewhat difficult. It took me a good four drafts before I really had any idea how to even write a novel. What was key to Nona was that I didn’t judge her. And that’s not something I could have done when I was younger. I got the initial idea for the book in my late 20s. I didn’t try to write it until after I turned 40. The growing up I did in the meantime really helped the book!

OP: As an aspiring writer myself, I sometimes look at the possibility as unattainable. Did you ever think that when you started writing? Who or what kept you going?

CB: I still think that! There are still days as I’m working on my 3rd novel I wonder what the hell was I thinking to believe I could write this book. It’s important to keep encouraging yourself. Prayer helps. So does uplifting music. And surround yourself in person or online with other creative people who understand what the creative process is like. My husband is a musician, and he really keeps me going!

OP: Nina Simone. THE Nina Simone. Out of all the fairy godmothers to choose from, why Ms. Simone?

CB: She’s the one who came to me. See what I mean about sometimes it’s hard to describe the process? But it’s that simple.




Now we get back to the excitement shared from the opening question. THE MOVIE.

OP: A story so delicately written that the images and scenes that popped into my head, made me feel like I was watching a movie. And here it is, not JUST a movie, but a Lifetime Movie Network movie. Its a movie with a cast of talented actresses. The infamous and remarkable songbird Jill Scott as “Nona”, Nicole Beharie as “Shay” … how did this come about?

CB: Back to me being very fortunate and very grateful. I have a great film agent! And she sent the book around and Lifetime happened to be looking for content to appeal to their large African American audience and wanted it to be something that would also appeal to the rest of the women who watch their channel. Right place, right time? My mother in heaven helping out? Who knows how it really happened, but I’m very grateful to my film agent and to whatever power or force that is out there!

OP: You have woven a story that I believe so many young women can identify with. What, if any, advice can you give to my readers who may be out there on their own making things happen for themselves.

CB: Thank you for asking this question. It means a lot to me, as that is one of the things I really relate with Shay about. So much of life I had to teach myself. I had to find teachers and mentors. If you’re out there on your own, try to keep close the fact or memory of at least one person who is or has been on your side. Even if you have to make them up. And let that person who is on your side live in your heart and become a part of you. Ultimately, be on your own side. Be fiercely loyal to yourself. And be kind to yourself and others.

Ms. Brice (Carleen if I can), I wish you continued success, a well of words that overflows to continue bringing us these literary gems.

CB: Sure, please call me Carleen. Thank you and best wishes to you and your readers in all your endeavors!

Folks, remember that "Sins of the Mother" airs on Lifetime Movie Network on Sunday February 21st at 8pm.

But I also urge you to go out and get a copy of the book ... the read is as promising as the movie.

To purchase a copies of "Orange Mint and Honey" and Carleen's 2nd novel, "Children of the Waters", visit:

www.carleenbrice.com for links to all the purchase outlets or visit;

Amazon (www.amazon.com)

Barnes and Nobles (www.bn.com)

www.indiebound.org



Copyright © February 2009 Onika Pascal

Sunday, January 24, 2010

And the earth still shakes... prayers for Haiti continued



12 days ago a massive 7.0 magnitude earthquake struck the island of Haiti (see CNN for coverage and current news for its recovery efforts). Its major city Port-Au-Prince was demolished. Neighboring towns of Jacmel and Léogâne. The scope of this devastation is far to grave to compose into a blog. My mind just does not settle well enough to post content that won't seem like babble. Its that distressing. The images, the pain, the suffering of the Haitian people take a toll on my mind. I can't in anyway, imagine what they can be feeling or going through, but my heart and prayers are continuously with them.

For information regarding the severity of the earthquake and why it was so sever, I browsed the internet and came across FOXNews.com's link. It gave a scientific explanation of the earthquake and immediately it eliminated some of the fear that cornered me about my unanswered question "why?". The earth is simply doing what it must. Shifting.

Just as the earth is doing what it must, we as humans, also came together to do what we must. We banded together to create search teams, relief posts, and raise funds to help the citizens of Haiti.

The world stopped when Haiti shook. Stopped to help, heal and hear the cries of the citizens of Haiti. Governments from around the world came together to search for the dead, alive and missing, under the rubble of the collapsed cities. Celebrities and non celebrities became one and raised millions of dollars in aid (see hopeforhaitinow.org for info on the organizations that will be benefited by the funds raised).

Its a disaster where recovery seems unreachable. It was announced that the Haitian Government ... trying hard to imagine what's left of a functioning government to make such a decision ... has officially called off its search for survivors so that a rebuilding effort can begin. Yet as of yesterday people are still being found alive, as reported by CNN and CNN.com.Amidst this heavy truth, its still a glimmer of hope. I pray they at least extend the search efforts for another week.

As I tried to understand this massive catastrophe, I came across so many ignorant statements regarding what happened. Some from those who just have hatred in their hearts, some from ignorant minds who speak what they don't know of and some from those who fear anything they are unable to explain. I got turned off by so many comments that I blocked it out for a while, but still I prayed. Wishing that there was more I can do. They need to be held and hugged and told that they are going to be alright. Its a fight, but they will be alright. I hope they would always remember that the world stopped. Prayers were offered up as the news coverage allowed us to see what was before us. It wasn't an act of God because he hated the Haitian people. It wasn't pay back to them fighting for their freedom from France in the 1800's. It wasn't their due justice for freeing themselves from slavery. It was an unfortunate fate they couldn't escape.

Visit the following for follow-ups and information on how you can support

www.cnn.com

www.msnbc.msn.com

www.nydailynews.com

www.haitifeed.com

earthquake.usgs.gov (for info on the earthquakes magnitude)


To make contributions for relief and aid:


www.yele.org (this is internationally known recording artist and Haitian citizen and humanitarian, Wyclef Jean's website)

www.usaid.gov/locations/latin_america_caribbean/country/haiti ( link to the US Agency for International Development (USAID) webpage with their public messaging about their Disaster Assistance Response Team (DART) actions in Haiti and info about donations and volunteering.)

UNICEF (for any possible relief aid)

The American Red Cross

Hope for Haiti Now

Though the hype in the media may die soon, along with the lost ones, but its up to us to keep a civil duty alive to support and give aid as much as we can. I definitely intend to.

Tuesday, January 12, 2010

Tragedy strikes Haiti ... An 7.0 earthquake devastating the island



At about 5pm today news broke of a 7.0 magnitude (off the Richter Scale) earthquake struck Haiti (www.haiti.org). My heart sunk. Just HOW much more can this island take? It is still recovering from a devastating hurricane which occurred in 2008, killing about 800 people. Just how much more can they withstand?

I immediately started perusing the internet for all sorts of news. My best friend of 19 years is of Haitian background. Both her parents were born in Haiti. I've been around them long enough to have some from of remorse personally, and a wealth of sympathy for its people. And sadness overcame me thinking about their families.

This is a tragedy. I stared at the television screen, flipped from browser to browser getting updates about this disaster. I can't stop saying the word. Its so close to home that, I can't help but feel displaced myself. I can't begin to imagine the moans, the cries, the shrills of voices screaming at pitches unknown, unheard. My pores raise at each thought of what its like to be there, this moment, this hour.

Haiti was the first Caribbean Island to have an uprising against slavery in 1797, sending a vast message that slavery was at an end. Today and for years since then, it has been a country struggling to see freedom from trials and tribulations.

If you stop by this blog and want further news and updates please refer to:

www.cnn.com

www.msnbc.msn.com

www.nydailynews.com

www.haitifeed.com

earthquake.usgs.gov (for info on the earthquakes magnitude)


To make contributions for relief and aid:


www.yele.org (this is internationally known recording artist and Haitian citizen and humanitarian, Wyclef Jean's website)

www.usaid.gov/locations/latin_america_caribbean/country/haiti ( link to the US Agency for International Development (USAID) webpage with their public messaging about their Disaster Assistance Response Team (DART) actions in Haiti and info about donations and volunteering.)

UNICEF (for any possible relief aid)

The American Red Cross

They're a people in need ... and we can be their bridge.

Are your dreams secure?



Recently, it was suggested to me to "reconsider" applying to law school. And I was given the link to an article that supported the suggestion. In August 2009 the New York Times Business section reported a major downturn in prospects applying to law school read article here. First on my mind before reading the article was, why would ANYONE offer a suggestion to divert someone from following a dream? But then I understood the good Samaritan gesture behind it. The economy, at this time, just does not call for an influx of fresh new hopefuls. They'd be shoved into a sea of competition. Its a hassle and folks with your best interest at heart will want to see you avoid that.

But the folks who have your best interest at heart will understand that your passion to pursue this isn't based on competition. Nor is it based on the standing of the economy. Sure! The cost of attending law school is steep. So steep that not doing anything with the degree after, would be considered a waste of money. But, nothing in life comes free nor cheap. How am I going to pay the bill? The same way I figured out how to pay the bill for my undergrad degree ... conviction.



My passion. Through my high school years becoming an attorney was my goal. Family law was my choice. I specifically wanted to be a divorce attorney - I have my reasons behind that...but its since dissolved. As I got older I saw a bigger purpose and being JUST a divorce attorney didn't cut it anymore.

But since high school, life happened. Became a mother and wife and stayed away from school for a long time. With law school and becoming an attorney still looming in the back of my mind. Its hard to let a passion die, knowing you haven't even attempted it. I went back to school, graduated with my degree in psychology and now I'm all the more confident to pursue my law degree.

Law school. A highly competitive institute. Anyone who knows me will say, competition is not my thing. So why swim with those fishes? I'm not in it for competition or a show, I'm in it for self satisfaction. Yes, sure, I have to be prepared, be bold, be able to run with the bulls, but in this race against myself and failing loves...I'm in this for me. Not the masses. For me its about education. About higher learning. About raising the bar when there's negativity against you. About going against the odds. About fulfilling a master plan and following a path designed for you.

I'm a go getter. Sometimes a staller, but I get there on my terms.

The economy of late surely puts a "dim" light over the benefits one can reap from getting their law degree, but it shines a whole brighter light on my decision. And this recent article in the very same New York Times Education section, shines a halo over my head. It validates my reason. Where there's education, there's a way.

With the downturn of the economy, rather than sit and mope, I rather stand up and beam with pride that I'm doing the damn thing.

I'm not saying go blindly into what may not be feasible for you, surf out the facts. Weigh the options. Make sure that the waters are tolerable for you. Sometimes fulfilling a dream is bigger than what the economy predicts. When you have the faith that you're heading down the right path, what's meant for you WILL always be for you.

Seek your dreams & seek them with conviction.

Thursday, January 7, 2010

Happy 10th Anniversary "Sugar" - A Novel by Bernice L. McFadden



In Brooklyn...heart of Bed-Stuy, I walked into Brownstone Books, a dainty, SOHO-ish African American owned book store.Folks were already attentively listening to Ms. McFadden. The decor of the space gave a feel of a private den in your own home. Bernice L. McFadden, confident & Black Panther-ish (to me) sat in front a back drop of books on wooden book shelves...this is probably her comfort zone. The books stood neatly at attention for her, for her words commanded the evening of guests, Yellow Tail Wine (red & white) and chocolate covered strawberries.

Though a baby, amongst the sea of listeners, added her own ad-lib in the background, McFadden didn't miss a beat. She dove into her words. No life vest, no worry, and proud. She floated over her words and I drifted on the waves of its message. A great writer puts forth the best for his/her audience.

From the brief excerpt she read, I was drawn to its time and place and an era that hosts such intense emotions. As she continued to read, I was introduced to the cause of the pain and its memory. It entrapped harsh truth of a history. A people's history. To me the 1950's holds so much history that telling it in a story like this is all but a deserved honor.



Sugar celebrates its 10th year of publication. A milestone for a debut novel of such magnitude. Who wouldn't want to celebrate it? We're in the midst of a surge of African American authors at their finest. I am extremely happy to say I was a part of this moment, this part of literary history.

I have only tapped into the collection of Ms. McFadden's writing...she's authored many other titles, such as "The Warmest December", "Nowhere is a place", "This Bitter Earth", "Loving Donovan" and "Camilla's Rose" ... a collection that all seem to confirm, that her writing is all that is cracked up to be ... poignant.

After engaging with a few questions of my own to the author, and getting her truth-be-told responses, I prepare myself for the journey, the rejection letters and the ONE letter that will make this all worth while.

My literary journey is on its way ... wonderful role models and examples for me to live up too. Stay with me and in 10 years we too can celebrate my debut novel.

Here's to a great accomplishment, a wonderful author and living history... Ms. Bernice L. McFadden... Happy 10th year anniversary ... may your pen continue to overflow with courage and poignant story lines. We're ALL reading you loud and clear.

Orange Mint & Honey - Author Carleen Brice



Every one depends on previews of a movie before it hits theaters. You'd want to know if you really wanna pay money to go see it right? When I buy a book, I open its covers, scour the pages, glance at words, and flip through the pages for scenes to catch my eyes. My own personal preview... before the real story starts. And for the first time, in a very long time, have I read a book that hit home. Hit home so hard the characters automatically developed Trinidadian accents & the settings were slightly restructured. My flashbacks interrupted now and again. I was Shay.

Outside of my own personal connect, this tale of mother and daughter (father and daughter in my world) has left me speechless. Orange Mint and Honey! Oh how can I compile the words to tell you about this delicate projection of hurt, anger, forgiveness, love, life, pain, forgetting, fighting to forget and NOT forget a past so intense that it almost shattered any possibility of healing. Yet you bonded with the characters as though you were an extra in its scenes. I won't sell you the story...grab a copy of it yourself and enjoy. I promise you, you won't be disappointed. 2 weeks later and I'm still raving about it.

Carleen Brice's (click name to visit site or copy and paste www.carleenbrice.com) fusion of intensity & wit, imagery & character, words & hints of sounds, sold me from the first chapter. You won't want to get to the end, yet you won't want to put the book down. NYC life very rarely allows for such leisure as sitting and reading a book in one day, but I read it in 2 days & 2 days too short.

But its such a magnificent read that Lifetime Movie Network created its own version of the story, "Sins of a Mother". Its set to air on February 7, 2010. It will star the beautiful and talented Jill Scott, Nicole Beharie and Mimi Rogers. You can visit Brice's website www.carleenbrice.com for further information.

If you want to know why literature lives on...pick up a copy of Carleen Brice's "Orange Mint & Honey" ... You'd fall in love with the art of storytelling, the modern way.

Wednesday, January 6, 2010

Author in progress...do not disturb

In 2008 and 2009 I ventured into publishing my poetry. While I wasn't and still not a full-fledged reciting poet, or as you call it a, performing poet, I LOVE writing poetry. I love the art and I love learning about the different forms of it. My step into the literary world began with my poetry, but am I truly considered to be an author? There's SO much more to learn. So much more for me to understand and so much more for me to experience.

I love to write. I've started stories, got passionate about it and left them by the wayside, unfinished. In 2010...that's a no-no. Back in September I introduced you to my guest blogger for the day. Author/Editor Shon Bacon, is the fairy godmother for my upcoming novel, "On The Eve of Goodbye".

I met Shon a few years ago on myspace and ever since we've been connected. I love her work. I love that she is honest in her feed back. I love her professionalism. I love her zest and passion for writing. I love knowing that I have her in my corner, to make this other dream a reality. I wouldn't tell you any different. All the necessary components to make her editing services all the more necessary for an aspiring writer. Please stop by her website CLG Entertainment (click link or copy and paste the url: http://clg-entertainment.com/) for more info.

Shon is more than an editor to me. She's also an encourager, a supporter and a friend.

"On The Eve of Goodbye" is a non-fiction project that I have been working on for the past 2 years. One, just like the others, that almost got left at the wayside. But with all that has happened to me in the past year..the excitement, the experiences..., I'm ready to make this novel my debut. I hope you stick around long enough to see its unveiling.

When I decided to work on the novel, Shon was the first, and only person, that came to mind to do the edits on this book. Her professionalism and well of information, made me just THAT comfortable in knowing that my work was in the best hands. From the time I submitted my manuscript, I blinked and I smiled...and before I knew it my manuscript was returned to me...edited. She put her all into it. Devoted time in the bustle of the busy holiday to have my manuscript back to me. I couldn't ask for anything more.

Not only did she devote her time to it, she also set my wheels in motion. There's no turning back now. Sure I have the option to, but I owe her my end of the bargain as well.

If you're reading this and you're as passionate about writing and considering putting your name on the map of literary greats...Shon is your go to girl. Stop by either one of her pages (click all hyperlinks to her name...they lead to all of her contributions to the literary world)...she's doing a world of good for me.



The New Year is in, I'm on a mission. I'm revisiting my novel, with all edits in place, and I'm going to get back to the drawing board. Tweak what needs to be tweaked and prepare to bring you something breathtaking and worth remembering.

This weekend begins my new journey...stay tuned for updates